For all your children that I turned dead
The sins I committed, the mistakes I made
I know this destiny is gonna fade
Because
You are the reason that I’m created
Before this world, this life
This universe and this birth
I believe we were there
Together with trust
I strangled your love and
Slowly betrayed you with time
I broke your trust and
God, you constantly amended mine
Neither mother nor the moon is that white,
How come you are so spotless, so clear, and bright?
She born my body through her body
And
You born my soul through your divine light
Let me now be yours
Since you were always mine
Although I ignored you
You were the one for me in hard times
Fingers are pointed at
Both you and they
Where they blame my needs
And you show me the way
The only thing I lament on is you making me so sensitive
Too delicate for this time and pace
Too slow to compete for this storm and race
Oh God!!!
What is going to take my life?
Covid-19 or stress?
Throughout my entire life
I have been a sinner
All those innocent animals
I just treated them as dinner
This pandemic has arrived to make me realize my crimes
While I reach for the rhymes,
You make me forget the verse
For your beautiful creation, I became a curse
Sorry, God, I became worse!
I concreted your warm earth
I polluted your pure water
I slaughtered your innocent children
I turned this nature into an absolute drain
I boasted about my weapons
I bragged about my inventions
I disbelieved your existence
Oh God, I was such nonsense!
I collected plenty of wealth
As if those riches I would take
Corona is a lesson that I must intake
A self-realization period, a vague break.
God, give me enough strength
To inhale this wild Corona air
As I have been losing my patience
All I need is your love, guidance, and care
