I saw a huge gathering of people(so-called social animals), I heard a few heart-rendering cries, and I noticed her body (it was dead), and her life was gone. It ended with pain so devastating (i clearly saw that in every inch of her body). She hung herself on the ceiling fan or cut her wrist with a sharp blade/knife or swallowed some easily available poison(which she brought from a shop a few yards from her door). She is none other than a lady who committed suicide in your locality. (Post mortem revealed that she had a 3/4/5 months baby in her womb).
I will clearly depict the picture of the reaction made by him and her on her untimely death. The lady next door who always struggled to have a baby of her own (or if had, struggled to have a SON by killing a few of his elder sisters in the
womb), yelled” shame on such a dark spot of the society!, death was certain as she committed a sin before marriage(she spits)”. The gentleman(so-called) next door who always had his eyes on her absolutely covered bosoms and vagina(one who molested her, tortured her mentally, made her feel insecure even in public places(not empty dark spaces)), enters the suicide room with pity and says:” chukka!….chukka!….chukka!….whose sin is that she is carrying? I already said she was out of hands. You people let her fly more and see what happened. I always had a doubt that she was indulged in prostitution!! (which she never was)”.
Her father murmured after his tears were dried” What sin have I committed in the previous life that I am seeing this day in this life??”
Her mother is in deep pain. She will never judge her child but she must pretend to do so otherwise society will not let her live. She says with eyes full of tears” My daughter.....! How could you do this? How could you leave us? What was insufficient in my raising??”
Friends(the fake ones) make comments on her character, gossip, giggle and forget.
Friends(the real ones):” why did she not tell us? we would have helped her. We will never forgive ourselves for not knowing her situation although we were so close to her. Who is that moron? (they cry)”
This is what we have been seeing and hearing(a bitter truth). People think she killed herself because she was pregnant before marriage. The actual truth is that she killed herself and her unborn child because she was unacceptable in society, she was to be judged, her child was to be hated, she had financial insecurities, she was the victim of social drama, it was considered a sin to be natural among the non-naturals, actually u know what! she was dead long ago.
To you lady: always remember one thing” a woman is strong but a mother is way stronger.”In the entire universe, there’s only a mother who is the strongest of all(whether it be a mother of a dog or cat, or human). If you were clever enough you would have never conceived that child. You trusted him because he guided you when everyone else was busy making you lonely. But let’s not blame him or anyone here. You are responsible for this piece of life that you’ve got. If GOD can fill your womb with a new life you are already given tremendous strength to bring the baby to the world, raise, and nourish it.
Do not blame yourself or ever try to see yourself from the eyes of others. If you were a clever or cunning lady you would have never got pregnant. It happened because it was natural, you could not use precautions because you never planned it, it just happened. You have no fault. You are a precious lady now and a graceful mother of tomorrow. Do not see yourself from the eyes of that lady who killed her daughters in the womb or that man who always wanted to grab you or those fake friends who visit every lodge in the town and then pass ugly comments on you.
My dear lady, there are organizations that perform safe abortions without revealing your identity to anyone. Do not panic or lose hope. And to those who call your child a sin, who are they themselves? Are they not the combo of sperm and ovum? They think they became legal because their parents were married(is marriage the certification for sex?). They don’t wanna know if their mother was raped on the wedding night or other several nights. what if they are born out of rape and not love? Will they hate themselves now? They don’t wanna realize that a lady like you brought them to this world, they don’t wanna know that the whole creation exists because you; the woman conceives them, give them space in your body, feed them from your body, nurture them, make them capable and many more. The sacrifice of a mother is endless. You must be proud of yourself because becoming a mother is a gift given to you by nature.
This creation will end if you lose hope. By saying all these I am not promoting sex before marriage. I am just here to tell her that her child should not be the reason for her death because she must know that she is the reason that her mother feels more alive. Her unborn child who became the reason for her death would have become the absolute reason for her living and happiness. Life is not a race but a beautiful journey where you get to live bundles of experiences. Motherhood is one of the best experiences that a female can ever have. A lady can decorate herself with stunning outfits and glamorous makeup but a mother keeps the potential to decorate the whole of humankind with her purest love. You need to become a lady with grace. This is the time to wipe your tears and fight this battle with pride. The next generation is waiting for you, this time is waiting for you. You must survive because you need to change the entire concept of hypocrites! You must show the world that a mother is powerful even without a man. You don't need a man to complete you because you are already awesome the way you are. Never ever let your unborn child kill you.
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